LIS, it’s ok to feel the way you do, but please don’t harbor it for long. You’ve made amazing progress in the last few days. I am so envious.
The way I read the exchange is emotions from both of you escalated it.
I have been that person ranting. When I ranted I was speaking from pure negative emotion and injured pride. Generally what snapped me out of it was the realization that I had gone to far. The hotter I was the longer that realization took.
IMO That he ended it and wants to talk about it later means he realized what he stands to lose. Give him time to cave on it. I would need to mull it over for several hours to overnight. Let him bring the exchange up after the emotions have cooled.
Try and take the negative emotions out of the equation, you are a good person, you know what you want, you deserve the goals you have set.
I am praying for you
BITS Me 55, ACK, when did that happen? Doesn't feel like 55 D 30 S 27
You create your own universe as you go along - Winston Churchill