The apology was something that she talked to the therapist about. It was basically me apologizing for the reason I lost my job...the strip clubs...any other infidelities that she may have felt.
The first apology was for the strip clubs. It bothered her when I would get a lap dance especially after she said not too.
The next is going to be about a friend of ours who kissed me when we were out drinking and I kissed her back. It's a lot more complicated than that but still, I shouldn't have been in that position.
The last one will be the reason I got fired. She still harbors a lot of resentment over my assistant and what happened. I think a part of it is that she thinks that there was some sort of A. After looking back, maybe there was the beginnings of an emotional affair but I shut it down before it went too far. Her other hurt with it was she told me to not even be in the same room as that person and I didn't listen to her. We all know the results of that...
today is a hard day though. I'm glad the ups and downs aren't too high or low.
m 40 w 38 married 15 together 18 d11, d8 bomb 12/19/10 2nd bomb 3/30/11 COMPLETELY DONE
