Not Sure Which Way to Go

[downandoutintn]

I'm not so much worried about what she says but about her saying anything. If she starts pursuing me to some degree I feel like that is a small step.

As far as the saving her you are right on that. It is a natural for me and I'm sure for others that have been with someone for 10 years. That is one other thing I have to do to detach further.

I am a lot better now than last week. She is not controlling my emotions like I was letting her. I was more angry at myself for giving in than I was hurt by her reaction. I definitely bounced back a lot quicker than I would have last week. Last week I would have been depressed this week I think it is funny that I can kind of predict her action based on what I have read here.

She has many more problems coming down the pike financially and she will not have me to fall back on. My last financial issue with her is taxes and that is just about dealt with.