Thank you sandi for the questions. It helped me think about things and put them into perspective.
The most challenging part of DB'ing for me is GAL. I know that I need to move faster, but it is difficult not wanting to be home with the family(especially the W).
Some of the 180s come easy, because several of them are addressing her complaints about me. She even mentioned a few days ago that it makes her sad that we had to get to this point for me to "get it". W was crying, which completely broke my heart. She was talking about the "little things" and specifically holding the umbrella for her while she buckled our S in. I realized I did it, but didn't expect anything of it. I told her, "I understand why you feel that way. I'm sorry that I didn't get it until now and regret that I didn't do these things before. I very much enjoy doing them for you."
I don't know what to make of any of this. Only to believe that her noticing my 180s are positive.
Me:45 ExW:48 M:04/97 3 Bombs & 2 ReCons 1st BD 11/10 D Finalized 4/20 D-16 S-14 Going in one more round when you don't think you can. That's what makes all the difference in life.~Rocky Balboa
