Thank you Cycler for the ideas about work. I ended up talking to my boss's boss on Friday. Not sure what will happen. But, I was told in order to get transferred, I have to have 2 good last reviews. I do not want this review to hinder me. My boss's boss said that that is up to both current and transferring manager's discretion.

My boss finally spent some time with me on Thursday and I showed him one of the processes that I do. He said that his head was spinning, that he didn't know it was so complicated, and that now he can appreciate my work much more. I've been telling him this for 8 months. I am not taking his crap. I have reason to believe that he is making up a lot of the negative stuff about me and what "other people are saying" about me.

Tuesday I got upset b/c I thought h was lolly-gagging when I thought he should be getting the stuff done that he needed to on Weds. After all, we had planned on spending those 2 of my vaca days together and he had to spend 1 1/3 of it working on his work test. I had expectations, made ASSumptions, and got disappointed. He asked why I don't ask him questions before I get upset. Well, I dunno-it's b/c I ASSume the worst, jump to conclusions, and then get upset. I NEED to be able to calm myself down and NOT ASSume the worst, and be able to talk to him calmly. This is very upsetting to him, which I cannot blame him for.

We cleared things up, went to lunch. He offered to go out with his friend on Thurs nite instead of Wed., I said no, that's ok (& meant it), but thanked him for offering. He took me out on Thurs. for dinner & ice cream adventure that was one of my xmas presents. Thanked him more a lot!

Last night went to the concert w/couple. Had fun, but on the way to Cleve. H was quiet and he didn't seem real warm towards me. He was ok around them, then I loosened up and so did he. We ended up having a great time. I was feeling so paranoid &