Not Sure Which Way to Go

[downandoutintn]

So a small update. So she got what she wanted to went back to her same ways. She heard that I still care and miss her and now she is back to not talking to me. Before I told her she was trying to talk to me in any way she could. I guess you want what you can't have.

I'm not letting it affect me. I am back to going dark. I didn't lose anything I had formed from the process such as confidence or going back into a depression. I was pretty upset at myself for giving in the other night but I think there was some positives.

My only question is for someone who has been through this. Do you think she will get back to the wanting to talk to me. I think this is the key to getting a chance to R.

Right now I am trying to get some plans for this weekend. I got the kids tonight so today will be a good day!

Hope all is well for everyone. Everyday is a step closer to a better life!