I didn't find this site until the divorce was in process. Ex was around all the time for about a year after he moved out but I wanted him to the end his affair. I was an emotional mess. I begged, pleaded,guilted...well you name it. You see what happened here. He married her.
I would have maybe had a real chance if I had found this site earlier. Keep working on you hon. Focus on making yourself happy. You are vey special. Give yourself some credit.
Kat
Me-53(and learning!) S24, S21, D18, D17 Just keep swimming, Just keep swimming. Dory