Well, it doesn't look like XH will get a job that enables us all to move to the same town. He is most likely going to stay where he is and I won't go back there. If we moved to another part of the city, maybe, but not likely. He is going to come up here next week, so maybe we can talk then. I am just so sad, cause I really thought this was our chance to at least live in the same town and then maybe that would lead to dating. We haven't lived in the same place since about 3 months before the D was final. We have discussed wanting to date and stuff, but he always refused to do it long-distance.
I am just going to keep praying and give it to God...nothing more I can do. I am doing really well with how I am treating him and taking it very slow with no pressure or R talk at all. He is still kinda mad at me for some snooping I did that he caught me at, and I told him I understood and hoped he would forgive me...I told him there was no excuse for it, a 180 of sorts for me in his eyes.
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Me-40 XH-44 T-21 M-18 Div-19 mo. D-18,S-15,D-11 Bomb-7/07 EA,PA Mvd out-9/07-to give me space mvd back-12/07 mvd out-7/08 back with OW since 2/08 OW broke it off-1/10 in and out of tunnel and our life since!!
