Well just got off the phone with my W. She called to tell me the realator had called her about some perspective clients. We discussed that and our house in general. The convo lead into our weekends, she said she hadn't been feeling well, etc. The convo was upbeat and I could feel us feeding off each other.
A little background for ya'll. My W family is very involved with the local american legion. Along with being her man I too have become involved and love it. Anyways, once a month the legion has a fish fry and we all take turns working in the kitchen. My W and I ave never done it together bc one of us would always stay home with our D2. Which I regret, we should have sent her to grandmas for the night and spent time together, but the past is the past. Well I still voluteer and am scheduled to work next month. The guy who is doing it with me, her cousin, is backing out so we need to find somebody. I've been continplating it a lot and decided if the moment arrives, I will man-up and ask her. Well tonight on the phone I did. She thought for a second and said yeah I'll think about it. This was not a yes and might not happen, but it sure wasn't a outright no that I feel I would have gotten not so long ago.
I will not hold my breath on her doing it, that path often leads to disappointment, but I do see a VERY small break in the clouds, if only for a moment. Even f she doesn't do it, I will not dwell on it. Also I was thinking DB the whole call and ended it on my terms. I told her I was at the store and had to run in and get a few things. Truth is, I was at the library and had to return a book I was reading on marriage!
