Ugh, just get me through this day...

Just spent over $500 on plumbing repair, plus found out one of the dogs may have diabetes AND I'm going to sign my lease in half an hour. I think the final straw was breaking my favorite shovel trying to take care of all the snow piled in front of our mailbox.

W is on the verge of tears and there's nothing I can do for her. Truthfully, I had a few tears in my eyes too.

When I told her I had an appointment to sign my lease at 5, I guess I was smiling and she said I was happy to be doing it. I really don't know why I was smiling cause I really don't want to S but I'll do it if it will help W find herself. Unconditional love and all that.

Did I mention the Ugh part yet?


Me 43 W 38
M 5 T 7
SD20
S15, S13 with 1st W
ILYBNILWY June 2010
Separation/Bomb July 2010
Divorce Feb 8, 2011