I do pray he gets help. I love him still, but I love the man not the drug addict/liar/thief/cheater. There is such good in him, but he can not access it now. I miss him sometimes so much it hurts, but I can not go on living like this. Time to gal and move forward...if he joins me in the future, wonderful..if not, I will be ok.
Am working on a professional article for a specialty magazine and more of my professional writing. Doing some things to raise my self esteem. It feels good. Thank you for your support.
