You are too focused on your H, drop the rope girl! This doesn't mean to get a D either. Get a life!
You are depressed heck we all have been there, we all still go there!
I remember days feeling the same way as you do. I called it, "crawling into my cave". I remember have I felt, don't want to go there again! This too will pass, and you will have better days. Not so many depressed days. Work on you and take the focus off of your H.
Don't look so desparate even though that is the way you feel. "act as if" you will get through this, you will. The faster you heal you, the faster you can heal your M. So come on, girl, let's get crackin'.
