This is another 'been there, done that, have the t-shirt' post for me...I could've written your post a few short months ago...so let me give you the benefit of MY experience...
If YOU step back and look at YOURSELF ask the following:
Would I want to 'hang out' with that person that's always on edge, always sulking, always dissappointed? NO
Would I think there's ANY chance that we're going to make it if every second I was together with my SO HE looked serious as a heart attack and in pain? NO
Well my friend, if YOU don't lighten up...if YOU don't start acting AS IF you're someone a person would ENJOY being around....then don't be surprised that YOUR H would rather be with ANYONE BUT YOU.
You want him back in your life, totally and completely...then ya better put aside your questions, your anger and your "he owes me" attitude or you'll be on this board eventually telling us that he's finally walked out.
Karen, you can either be self righteous and alone, or you can be realistic and reconciled...you get to choose.
{{{HUGS KAREN}}}}
T2
