6. There is something behind the impatience. I need to figure it out.
Just a though... do you think it's fear? Sometimes, when I get impatient, it's because deep down I fear it's not going to happen because maybe I didn't deserve it in the first place.
Again, pretty deep and girlie, but just a thought in case it rings a bell for you.
I cannot complain for not receiving from others, that which I've never asked them for.