All of a sudden, I find myself extremely depressed and I just feel like crying. I had a good workout this morning, came home, played an online game, and now I am just down and out. I am going to go outside and pull some weeds, atleast in the front yard. I have to go to work tonight, but I am dreading it.

W text me early this morning about getting together to do bills and taxes on Monday, and said she wanted to discuss a few things. Maybe that is why I am down, and it just hit me like a ton of bricks all over again.


BITS

M:34 W:28
SD:9
D:6 (pr)
M:3 T:6
Separated 1/16/11
ILYBNILWY 10/25/10
PA discovered 11/12/10, began about 10/1/10

I am not who I was, I am being remade, I am new...