Having a really hard day today. The thought of losing my family is crushing me. Despite everything my husband has done, the fact the ow has a pic still up of them on facebook as her profile. I want him to wake up and chose to save our marriage. This whole situation is mind blowing. He gets home tomorrow from his business trip and I have no idea how to act. He did email me yesterday and when I didn't respond he called a few hours later and asked me if I got the email. I was nice but aloof. He then asked if it was ok if he drove to Atlanta Friday to pick up some tav's for our side business. WTF he asking my permission to do something silly when he is caring on with ow.
