After talking all day yesterday about agreeing on stuff with the divorce me and my W get in a conversation about why i am the way i am and i explained it to her, she asked why do u have to be like that. I told her cause you always have allowed me to and up until now i had no consequences for my actions. She then says that she briefly starts thinking about taking me back but then i do something to remind her of why she left. Now to the funny part. I was in the gym last night and she text me saying guess what i found on my phone. i said what she told me it was a sexually explicit video of me and her a few months back. She then sent it to me and ask do i remember what i was doing. I said of course i remember. The conversation then became very sexually charged and lasted until midnight with her saying she missed me sometimes. She said she wanted me so bad but we couldn't do that. May not mean anything just wanted to share. Even in the situation i am in things do turn around and i have done everything wrong and we both have filed for divorce.
