Thank you all. Sometimes it is helpful to talk with people that have been through this. It helps me keep perspective when I really just don't want to keep perspective.
Kat, I think you really do get what I'm saying and have been there. I think you all do, but those words articulate what I couldn't. Thank you for that.
Nothing more to report today. Just another busy day. I'll pick up my kids this evening and get to spend some time with them - I'm looking forward to that. The next time I see them it's to drop them off at camp. I miss them. I miss having them home with me. I have to be careful to not pull them unfairly just because I miss them. Balance. I'm getting better at it.
Thanks guys!
AJ
"Our lives begin to end the day we become silent about things that matter" MLK Put the glass down... "Yesterday I was clever so I wanted to change the world Today I am wise, so I am changing myself."
