Letting go is hard to do!

[Seminolewind]

I decided to start a new thread. I don't have a clue how to include the old one but most of you know my story.

I am still trying to detatch from my wife. I broke down yesterday and went to my Dr. and got a little help with all the anxiety I have been going through. I can't wait to feel a little better.

I am still dark and she is just as dark, but she did finally contact a couple that we used to hang out with quite a bit. I didn't stop hanging out with them but she hasn't spoken to them since Christmas eve. She just wanted to let them know she got a new number and seeing how they are doing. She told them she was going through a tough time right now. I thought about that for a little bit and thought with the new man in her life I figured everything would be peachy. Maybe I am wrong maybe she does have a feelings of guilt.

I don't know the next move I am supposed to do im my situation but I will stay dark and work on detatching. It's easy for me to get a life because I have many friends and two beautiful daughters.

With her involvement with the other man I don't think anything I do will bring her towards me until the butterflies fizzle out. But I am willing to listen to any suggestions.