So my W mentioned to me last night that I must have really low self-esteem. She says this is because she keeps telling me that she doesn't love me, doesn't want to be with me and possibly never loved me, yet I appear unfazed by it.

She figures that if I had better self-esteem I would left by now, found another woman, completely got onside with her and help expedite the end of our R.

Am I crazy? Is she right?

Personally I think my self-esteem is at an all time high. I'm just stuck with this feeling where I still love my W and I want the chance to work things out.

I just can't understand how she/they have no desire to work on things? That dream/fantasy must feel really good to them that she wants get rid of me??

Anyways, she has her appointment at the bank today, I'm sure she'll be in a fantastic mood when I get home (I'm trying to be sarcastic, because she isn't going to be approved for anything), so I'm curious what her next "move" will be?!

4 more sleeps until she goes away!! YAY!

Me - 34
W - 33
M - 8 years
T - 15 years
D7, D5, D2
Bomb Nov 10/2010 "I'm not happy and INILWY"
W Staying for the kids Mar 13/2011