Quote: This is an issue launched from a 'fear of abandonment'. This is an issue that fuels the drive to self-sabotage. This is a CONTROL issue.
That was my worst enemy "fear of abandonment". And what happened? That's right! I sabotaged my own life, my M! Even though I cringe to say this, it is a control issue. I was stupid and listened to "friends" who encouraged me to control my H!
What the hay! Where did it get me? My worst fear: life without my H.
So, my #1 goal is to change me back into the girl I use to be about 6 yrs ago. I like that person. Sorry that in the process last year I had to push some friends OUT of my life. But, I had to do it! I can't be who I want to be hanging around those negative bottom feeders!
So Karen, take some advice. Loose that attitude!
Just telling you, I don't want you to end up like me.
