Here's a chilling thought: It TOOK my H asking for a D for me to get off my lazy a$$ and CHANGE my outlook and behaviours.
I took CJ for granted, felt "entitled" to 'be myself'...regardless of how it made him feel.
When the bomb dropped, I begged him to stay, on my hands and knees, swearing I would change. He didn't believe it possible, nor that I WOULD.
But I DID...it was the requisite for our piecing, I would NOT be where I am had I not been so shaken that my old behaviours seemed pointless. Had I not really worked on myself.
Am I COMPLETELY different as a person? No! Just a lot more patient, more easy going, more appreciative, more independent, less demanding.
You CAN do it...don't let it take what it took for me!
