I was kind of hoping that Gypsy, Grr and I could get together, take him out back and beat the snot out of him. Not a good plan???
Grr... thanks for the encouragement! You know what? I think you might be right. He kissed me this morning!!! I think he's not exactly sure what to do with the patient me who allows him to walk all over me. Yesterday, the old me was there and maybe he kind of liked that?? Who knows. At least I got a kiss!!!! Man, I'm pathetic!
FOBD - yeah, I wish I could have him call you too... Knock some sense into him.
I have to be honest with you folks. When this all really started breaking down, it was easier for me to detach. I didn't like my H in the least. I thought he was an absolute creep. And I really questioned my sanity most days about even fighting for this marriage. But through this process and because he seems to be coming out of his shell little by little, I have really learned just how in love with him I am. That's a little scary for me right now because I am afraid of being vulnerable. I still want to take him out back and beat him, but I love him.
Today, I have red on. My favorite color. Makes me happy!
