Angel, you know there's gonna be days when your seratonin gets out of whack. Just try to recognize those times for what they are - temporary. If you need to cry, find a private place and time and let it all out.

I tried meds when this all first started, but they didn't agree with me. Doc put me on wellbutrin and it felt like taking speed. So I weaned myself off them after a couple of weeks.

The BITS are right; do something fun for yourself. It's your life; you can choose to enjoy as much of it as humanly possible. None of us are getting any younger Angel, and we'll never get a mulligan on our children's childhood. Forget about H and M and R for a few minutes - what are you gonna do for Angel and D12?

Me 53 XW 50
M 18 Years +2
S14 D19
Bomb 10-24-10
Served 1-27-11
Mediate 4-21-11
Civil D Final 6-2-11
No church anullment
"A man is not finished when he is defeated, he is finished when he quits."