Ok, here is the deal. I have kicked him out. I have sent him info on drug rehab and I HAD sent him his daughter's graduation pics and pics of his mom (which I still have) that he deleted off his computer mistakenly when erasing all evidence of ow being on it...but then I thought...why? Why reward his bad behavior, so I went into his email and deleted all of them and then sent him a pic of ow and a note saying this is the pic you deserve...you and your drug use and association with her led you to betray me and delete your mom and daughter's pics from your computer...you only deserve this pic...get clean. I found out today he has stolen some of my things..tools and such and he wants to come get the rest of his stuff...well, I want my things back so I called and left a voicemail saying some trades were in order...I love him the real him...but I am done being a door mat and I am done being used by a drug user...until he cleans up and loses drug buddies..I will not have him in my life...maybe not good db practice, but good self preservation...
thank you all for tolerating my outbursts..this has been killing me..but I am getting better and I AM staying sober..which is great growth for me...I appreciate all of you...thanks!
