Not Sure Which Way to Go

[Queen_of_Swords]

You backslid. Ok. You know it.
You're human, you made a decision on the fly that wasn't to your benefit. Who hasn't done it? Who here hasn't been driven to make lousy decisions by strong emotions?

You have a choice now.
Let this hold you back, and give up.
Or...bootstrap yourself back up with the knowledge you now have.
It's good you recognise you're not the only one that has to live with the consequences of your and her decisions.
What do you really want for you? What do you really want for your kids? What do you really want for her?

Breathe. Feel your feelings, but do not let them drive your actions. Think. Pray. Choose.