I am hanging in there. I have decided that my wife would have left a perfect husband, she just chose to leave me when times got tuff. She saw a chance to get out and used every one of my flaws and threw them in my face to get off the hook for ditching. I have never seen another person so selfish, and childish. I still love her very much, but my hopes are all with God at this point. There is nothing I can do. She is working a ton, (which leaves me with the kids:) ) and then spending all her free time like a teenager, with friends. She is loving her new life with no responsibilities. I believe she sees a husband as a crimp in her style, and I don't like that at all. Still no affair that I know of, any man would cramp the freedom she desires. Will that ever end? I fear she will have to have an extreme failure, or trama happen to wake her up. Knowing her, she will not allow that to happen. On my end, I have things in order. I am busy and confident most of the time. I have my moments and they are crappy. I miss her a ton. I miss having a family. But if family life is not what she desires, perhaps I am better off without her. I know things could not have stayed as they were. Most adults would endured the hardship and continued on, not my childish wife though. That wouldn't be any fun.
