not really sure?

[Bolt]

grr-totally fine to puke up your insides here.
We don't mind. I think some actually like it (those sickos)

lemme let you in on something that will help you tremendously.
Don't read into everything. Some things just are things. Daily things that are mundane. Getting the paper in the morning. Putting dishes away.

You'll drive yourself nuts (wait, drive?) analyzing all of it.

Let some of it just happen. I promise, you will enjoy YOUR life much better.

(remember to smack me with this when I go the other way)