Oooh, I wish I had some Oreo's and milk in the house. Comfort food from childhood. smile tired today. H and I are getting along really well, but no "progress". That's impatient me being blind to the real progress, I think. He's not gone to an atty. We're not fighting. He's bonding with our son. We're talking and texting - I need to back way off on that. I send more than he replies. He likes them, but that's not the point.

I just got him to agree to babysitting this Saturday night so that I can go out with 2 single gf's. I made a joke last night about the next man who keeps me up all night wouldn't be in diapers (our son). I apologized this morning, said I didn't think it was funny/nice and that celibacy is getting to me. He said he thought it was funny. He thinks I am pretty funny, which is nice (ha, I am hilarious).

Whatever, though. I am glad to go out with my friends and am going to try to keep them from getting me totally intoxicated. Cause they are spending the night, but my babysitting H isn't.


Faith is, at one and the same time, absolutely necessary and altogether impossible.
--Stanislaw Lem