At first I wanted to yell and scream about you accusing me of "ripping my wife's heart out." But in the end, it's true. I wasn't through years of emotional disconnect, it really through this past year.
the Nooky is fine and all, but I just want the hugs and kisses more than anything else. I want to feel that connection. There is a connection building, I feel it.
But it's a struggle at times. One time my wife was spending some time upstairs reading and I got kinda mad. She saw I was mad and I told her it felt like she was ignoring the family. she said "I wouldn't do things like that just to hurt you."
Nothing you've said is nothing I haven't told people here or myself in moments of rational thinking. It just those moments that rise up in me at least once a day where rational thinking goes out the window.
Patience is bitter, but its fruit is sweet. --Jean Jacques Rousseau.
