I was wondering when you were going to come around. Taking everything she said as scripture at first was a big problem for me, it would put me in a bad place now I let some fault deflect. I have to.
Today is day 3 no contact seems odd for my sitch but I will take the good with the bad.
Phew! I thought u were going to rip my a$$ for asking about the trip. After I got the answer I knew I would get I was thinking "nice job deuche" but two things happened I thought where important. 1. I reinforced that I was here for her and she acknowledged it 2. She did not say I don't want to see you, she said I'm not ready yet.
I think that is a positive more than a negative.
Zen:
I'm good at giving out the 2x4's but I'm equally good at bashing my own head. It feels so much better when I hand them though
