sorry i haven't been around much and i have so many threads to catch up on i just hope everyone is ok and things are progressing the way you all want them to.
weird few days
i thought maybe i was making baby steps, but i'm not so sure now yesterday, my h came over to take s out for the day while he was here he took a shower walked past me in his briefs to go outside to trim his nails
i thought that was odd behavior
when they got back, he said he was staying the night as he and s were driving to california this am i told him i was going out with friends and he asked me what time i was coming home and to text him when i was on my way
when i got home he made a point to come and talk to me for a bit and to tell me a funny story about s
they left this morning and he called a few hours in to tell me that s is having a great time
now reading this back, it all seems like something normal people would do, but because of our separation, i guess i am always looking for signs that he is turning
so, dear friends, thanks for letting me share this truly boring stuff i guess i'm just journaling here better here than in an email to him
