Karen -- ah, your post says so much! Not the least of which...you know some things (reading the bb, talking to mom/mil, trying too hard, etc) which may be contributing to the hard time that you're having right now...do what works, right? So....what was the predominant theme of the 6 weeks where you were kicking butt?

Sage

PS I'm sorry if my fears have fed into yours...


Relax. Appreciate. Be calm. Laugh. Enjoy. Be secure. Be loving. Be loved. Don't personalize. Don't ASSume. Accept. Be grateful.