He'll deny to his deathbed that there was OW. Sadly, he's been in this spot once before we met with his ex-fiancee. He lied to her as well. So, I'm not all that moved by his denials. I know what he is capable of.
I'm still angry, I think, because of him walking out. I can't help it, it's just how I feel. But I really try to put it away for now. He's still angry with me too. I can tell. So it's not like the both of us haven't wronged one another. The question is, how do we move on?
Angel, I'm not sure that H knows it until you say it. I felt that my H walking away every time I did something he didn't like was childish and certainly hampering our interactions. I was advised by several here not to say something, but in the end, I found that I couldn't live with it. So I did say something and it turned out to be a productive conversation.
Anyway, just got back from doctor's office. Nothing earth shattering but a couple of weird things came up. Called H on way back to tell him and he really couldn't have cared less. Rather than get upset, I just told him that I had to go. This is NOT fun.
Thanks for all the great words of encouragement!!!
