The past is history, the future's a mystery, and now is a gift, that's why they call it the present.
That kind of sums me up right now! I was having a bad day but I am getting through the fog. I hate this roller coaster and I know I have to get myself back on track, some days that's easier said than done.
I am going to get on track today I need to focus on work and get my mind off this crappy situation. I am really glad my boss is a great guy and he understands what is happening in my life. I owe him the hard working man that I was before this kick to my lower extremities. Funny how a guys mind will wonder when I have a load of work to get done.
All of the pictures in our living room have been changed I am not in any of them now. That hurt me a little yesterday. I am glad she wasn't home when I was there because she would have seen the devastation on my face. I think I want the pictures.
To move forward with the divorce, I need the Deed to what was once our home. I have asked my wife to give it to me so we can proceed. That's what she wants! I want to know would it be out of line to ask her one more time for it and tell her if she is not going to get in a hurry, I will get a copy from the courthouse myself? This would indicate that I am willing to move on and this could also show that I refuse to put up with her having an affair. Maybe I should back off? I need some input BITS!!!!
Me 44 W 38 M 18 D 18 D 13 Bomb 10/21/2010 Divorced 7/19/2011 Just getting to the 7th inning!
