Good news LIS. We all do screw up, and after reading what you posted, I feel more forgiving to myself for having lost it last night.
I did not want to talk about it to H, because I fear what he will think (I am weak, etc.) but maybe it is better if he understands that I am just human and could cave in under the huge pressure. Well of course its not like he does not know, right?
Me:49 H:45 D:12 M:14 T:18 Bomb: 6/26/10 EA: 9/3/10, fizzled out slowly, now ??? 11/5/11 Retrouvaille Finally piecing.... Its peaceful at last, but we got a looong way to go