Uggg, hard day today. Today is my last day at a company that I started working for as an intern when I was 20 ..... aka ... almost 12 years ago.
To make things more fun, the baby has some terrible stomach bug. W is taking her to the doctor today.
On my way out this morning, W saw I was having a hard time. She asked if I wanted a hug .... and I told her the truth ..... no I didn't.
This may have been a terrible thing .... but my emotional plate is full today. And today, all I can think about is how she is quitting. I have never been a quitter. If you've seen the movie Rocky .... that's me. Here I am, changing jobs, giving up a totally secure position, to go earn more $, and be closer to our house so that I can manage my life after W moves out.
I'm taking on the world ..... by myself ... and with the BITS.
But W ..... she's thrown in the towel. Because things weren't as she imagined they'd be.
Sorry, I'm just pissed today. I deserve better than what she's doing.
I feel for you, ironman. Days like today really blow. Hang in there. Don't quit.
What would Rocky do today? Any chance you can go run the streets of Philadelphia this afternoon to let off some steam?
Me - 33 W - 33 S - 9 months M - 3 years T - 5.5 years Bomb - 12/14/10 ILYBNILWY PA discovered - 1/18/11 PA began - 3/22/10 Separated
