WAW tearing up our family part II

[ironMan]

Uggg, hard day today. Today is my last day at a company that I started working for as an intern when I was 20 ..... aka ... almost 12 years ago.

To make things more fun, the baby has some terrible stomach bug. W is taking her to the doctor today.

On my way out this morning, W saw I was having a hard time. She asked if I wanted a hug .... and I told her the truth ..... no I didn't.

This may have been a terrible thing .... but my emotional plate is full today. And today, all I can think about is how she is quitting. I have never been a quitter. If you've seen the movie Rocky .... that's me. Here I am, changing jobs, giving up a totally secure position, to go earn more $, and be closer to our house so that I can manage my life after W moves out.

I'm taking on the world ..... by myself ... and with the BITS.

But W ..... she's thrown in the towel. Because things weren't as she imagined they'd be.

Sorry, I'm just pissed today. I deserve better than what she's doing.