Karma, i'll be out that day, it's decided. In a couple of months it'll be my turn to move out since I can't afford to keep it. In the meantime, it'll be one huge quiet, lonely house that used to be filled with some semblance of love, joy and laughter. I've always been a family guy and I hate the thought of being single again.
You know the first day after she moves out will be hard. I know it. Especially after you see things gone. I think i spent good 2 hours trying to figure out what she took and what she left. Funny, i even tried to interpret the meaning of things she took and left behind. Later i gave up. There's no hidden meaning. There's nothing. But honestly as time goes by you will get used to it. Took me a week. I still cannot go into my daughter's room without breaking down. So i dont go in there. But eventually we'll get used to it. It'll be okay. Think of this as another challenge that god places before us.
BITS M 38 W 36 D 7 Married 15 yrs W left for 6 months in 2009 W Filed for D 01/03/11 piecing now...
