Country I read what you DB coach has said and I guess the best thing for me to do is to detatch and live my life. I have read something similar to the chemical thing being like a drug. I do hope in due time the effects of this drug wear off. But I will be divorced by the time most of this takes place.
I am a patient man and I am not sure on how dark I should be after reading what your coach said. So I guess it's trial and error for me in this crazy life.
Stay positive Country we will make it through this!
Me 44 W 38 M 18 D 18 D 13 Bomb 10/21/2010 Divorced 7/19/2011 Just getting to the 7th inning!