2, I am here. Yes, I do want to apologize deeply. Now that I have come to the realization that I was hard to be married to and caused her to leave, I want to come clean. Even if we can't save the M, I want her to walk away knowing that I was a good man. The kind of man that could fall on his sword for her when it was the right thing to do. A man who could put down all shields and just say, "You were right and I am sorry." I have denied her that for so long. It would kill me to think that she would walk away and hate me forever. Whether or not we save this thing, I still would like her to walk away feeling like I was a good man to have spent 15 years of her life with. Win or lose, she deserves that apology. I just have to find the right time to deliver it so that she will honestly listen.

FOBD

Me: 39
W: 36
T: 15 yrs
M: 9 yrs
S: 09/10

So you can get on with your search, baby
And I can get on with mine
And maybe someday we will find,
That it wasn't really wasted time...