I decided to text H and apologize for my angry words i left him on a text after finding out he went to visit ow. I need him to see the nice me. After all thats why he went for the OW because she was so easy to be nice to. I hope I did the right thing. Can a H really just throw his M, W, F away for someone who is nice? How can that be? I keep thinking that everyone is nice in the beginning. How long do these A's last?

Take care