I haven't done everything wrong...

[Truegritter]

Feeling detached but depressed. Maybe that isn't possible. Idk.

The LBS goes through stages similar to that of dealing with death.

ANGER. DENIAL. BARGAINING. etc.

So it is normal to feel this. It is almost mourning the old M because when you are moving through the stages of detachment you suddenly realize the brutal realitity of the situation

AND

Your acceptance that you do not control it.

Now

There may be a temptation here to leave your own tracks.

Now

It is important that you figure out what you want and what you are prepared to do for it.

It is no longer about whether you can somehow get your W to come back...

This is about YOU.

This is when you find yourself.

So get your minor hat out. The one with the light on the front.

And start digging in.

So you have begun to stop watching your W as much.

Now turn to the person who really can benefit from all that attention you are paying...

Guess who that is?

I like your sig. Now live it.