Thanks 2step....I hit a low today. I've been crying a lot today. Beating myself up...my Coach said the Dinner was a good idea and etc.

It hurts so much to be treated this way. To love someone and to be treated like a piece of trash. It makes no sense...this person once loved me the same and wanted to grown old with me. It's like a death...that person doesnt exsist anymore.

BITS

Dixie


Me: 40 H: 39
M: 17 yrs - Together 18 1/2yrs
No kids
Seperated: May 18, 2006
EA/Poss PA with OW for 6 months prior to leaving.
2nd Bomb dropped: Dec. 23, 2010