Actually I just try and make myself feel better about this whole situation. I get down and out but lately I know I am a great guy. Heck since this all began in Oct. I have lost almost 50 pounds I am close to as good of shape as the day I got out of boot camp in 86. I look and feel good about myself. I am a dang good catch! Everything I say on here is exactly my thought at that moment.

I did the taxes today and only talked about our d 17's rx that I picked up. She might try and contact me about the taxes but I will be to busy to reply or answer. I just don't need her anymore. I know this and I keep telling myself the same thing every day. I hope she misses me someday but she might not. So this is the best thing for me.

I picked my kids up from school today and we laughed for a bit and that made my day.

I haven't had a beer in a while so a I think I am going to go have a few. First I will give my phone and keys to my cousin. I don't want any set backs. That made me laugh by it is true.

Have a good day my BITS!


Me 44
W 38
M 18
D 18
D 13
Bomb 10/21/2010
Divorced 7/19/2011
Just getting to the 7th inning!

Don't take life so serious, it's just life!