I agree, you are absolutely on the right path and don't worry about anyone else. This has a lot more to do with your W and her timing. Your job is to build the foundation as deep and as strong as you possibly can. The timing will work itself out.
Look at the 4 months as a huge positive! You have made it this far right! Time can only make things better. Hang in there and keep fighting the good fight.
I know one of my issues is anxiety, lack of patience, you making it this far is a great sign that you are dealing with those things well. Be proud of yourself and keep on truckin'!
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Happiness is not something ready made. It comes from your own actions.
I just read your update. I am glad you posted so much detail about your DB session. It is really helpful. Jump in the 2step carnival ride! It is fun!!
Lis:
Finally!! You are back! I have missed you!! Did you read about the book? I asked the DB coach about it. I remembered you the whole time. Also I went ahead and asked for the trip. Even though my DB coach said it might not be the right time. I love paying a lot of money for a professional to give me advice just so that I can ignore it!! It's great!
I hope you come back again tonight there is some info I wanted to share with you and the other BITS ladies!!