Rolling with the punches

[Redo]

Nope there's no OM. Not that i know of. And i dont suspect any.

I have been an introvert all my life. So yes, forcing myself to out with my friends and doing fun things over the weekend and going to exercise regularly has been GAL for me. I intend to add more activities to my life as i go along.

Yea i guess my W can see thru my faking of being strong in front of her. But i gotta start somewhere. If i can be strong without crying when i talk with her, i honestly consider that a baby step in the right direction for me. And i am counting on my baby steps and slowly adding more of them.

I really appreciate your help and frankness in telling me the truth. I always had a problem in dealing with my grief and throwing a pity party for myself. I have been doing that for a loooong time. I know that i might not be able to turn a 180 on my self so quickly. But at the same time i not gonna give up. I am gonna do what i need to do. If time is not on my side for this, then so be it. The only i need to know is that i did try. I am not gonna give up trying