been offline for a few days, had drama that doesn't concern my marriage.. for a change.

Had a bad few days. Found out that H actually had a date on Valentines day, so after he saw me that day he went on a date. Nice. I've been gutted by this. I did hear the original OW was heartbroken that he wasn't spending it with her so that gave me 'some' satisfaction. I just don't know what to think anymore.. he's living his life like a bachelor now.

I did write him a letter to tell him not to remove anything from the house unless he informs me, because for some reason he took the jar of ashes that we had of a good friend of ours who passed away in July. Granted they were closer and he was her caregiver but i still loved and cared for her as well and was upset that he would remove her from her spot as he doesn't even have a place to live in yet.

It's been a struggle but i'm trying to cope.

Me-41 H-34
T-9
M-8
10/21/10-BOMB
11/01/10-H moves out
01/27/12-H files

"Good memories tell you that your past was worth it, bad ones tell you that you were strong enough to go on"