You are in a funk, we get there. Process the feeling and don't fight it.
Too damage done to repair the M?
Only you can decide that my friend. I have plenty of reason to be angry with my W about. Hell I can move on find myself another woman and prob be happy. I CHOSE not to. I love her and I will be the anchor!! Uncondional love my friend, even if only one of you is giving it.
EA out of Canada right?
Honestly other than talking I don't see that there is anything going on there unless there is some info you are not sharing.
Will your anchor hold in the storms of life, When the clouds unfold their wings of strife? When the strong tides lift, and the cables strain, Will your anchor drift or firm remain?
