Rolling with the punches

[Redo]

All:

I decided to start a new thread. I was getting de-motivated looking at the subject line of my old thread. My older thread is at

http://www.divorcebusting.com/forums/ubbthreads.php?ubb=showflat&Number=2133519&page=1

So quick re-cap

W left and filed for divorce on 01/03 while I was out of the country. Reason for leaving is that she's tired of me not being happy in the relationship and that our arguments is affecting our daughter. Expecting divorce to be finalized first week of march. I gave up trying to stop or slow the divorce train.

Oddly though the last 2 weeks have been more down than up. I guess it is because the finality of the divorce is soon approaching and that every time W calls, she wants to talk about the divorce details. She's totally business-like and it hurts me to know that this is the girl iam still so much in love with.

I am still trying to DB(more or less) and trying to keep myself hopeful and positive. My 180's are:

1: Be strong emotionally
2: Stop being needy and clingy
3: GAL